Tuesday, October 04, 2011

Sharing Knowledge

This is one of several essays that came my way today...

“If you have knowledge, let others light their candles on it.” - Margaret Fuller

“This little light of mine, I’m going to let it shine…” How many of us remember that from church or grade school?

“Knowledge shared is knowledge squared.” Another favorite quote of mine.

Knowledge is power, a power that grows by sharing it with others. The way I’m sharing my knowledge, my life learning, with you via this essay, this blog, and all my other ramblings and writings.

Knowledge can also be power lost. We lose it by hoarding it, refusing to share it, taking it with us when we leave. We also lose it by destroying it, as was done to the library of Alexandria, or by the senseless killings of wise men and women accused of crimes they did not commit, as has been done in the name of religion or political and material greed.

Knowledge can be destroyed or placed under a bushel by fear. Fear of the unknown seeking to be known. Fear of change, of growth, of loss. Fears that come from a place of lack, that dark place that shuns the light.

Knowledge brings light, the light at the end of the tunnel, the light that illuminates the darkness and chases away the demons of ignorance. Knowledge brings the light of abundance in its wake.

So, I’m going to let this little light of mine shine, lighting the way for others or lighting their candles to illuminate their own ways out of the darkness.

Monday, October 03, 2011

New Month, New Year, Different Choices

Yes, it is now October, a new month. Also, it is a new year for me - fiscal year that is - currently being a Federal civilian employee.

With all the newness, and thanks to the challenge Michelle Brunmier posted on her Facebook page (the one you can like to follow...), I've decided to do New Month Resolutions. On the post I'm referring to, she writes, "This month, my goal is to exercise and meditate at least 4 times a week (one more than last month), to read every day, and to write in my gratitude journal every night. Being grateful is key...I think we get lost in our "situations" and forget all the wonderful things we have."

As those of you who've known me for a while know, my life has not been the easiest these last nearly six months. I've done a lot of soul-searching, and am in the process of climbing up that long tunnel towards the light I can see shining brightly at the end - even though sometimes it only shines as a pinprick in the cavern of darkness I feel like I'm in at times, rather than as a window shining in the front room of life...one could say I have a tendency to "get lost in (my) 'situation(s)' and forget all the wonderful things (I) have."

So my first resolution is to keep in the front of my mind all the things I am grateful for - today, it is having a job, my wonderful husband, my adorable and brilliant children, grandchildren, step-children, and children of my heart, my expanding network of Girlfriends -both through My Girlfriends Garden and other areas, the rest of my family - brothers, sisters-in-law, nieces, cousins, et al, the rain that is moving through our area right now - lightly at the moment, my cat always happy to see me at the end of the day, my wonderful team mates at work (both Corps and sponsor/stakeholder team mates) who helped propel my little program to execute at 96% of what we expected - making us Green in the lingo of the Corps, my health, my hunger, desire, need to write that never goes away, and the many avenues I have to express and share what flows through me onto the page (like this one, for example!).

I could focus on the dark things in life, but why? Life is too short and too grand and too full of things full of light to allow the dark to overtake me for more than a very short time. The dismals is not where I want to dwell, not now, not ever!

My second resolution is to do things to propel the career I will have after I retire to fruition - writing prose, poetry, and essays, self-publishing where necessary, looking at venues to sell my wares - both writing and photography, looking into what it takes to become a yoga instructor and life coach (perhaps I should have said careers - plural???), and start building the connections now to make this all a reality sooner rather than later.

And those two resolutions are enough - for now! ; )

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Another Season Done - Turn, Turn, Turn

Wow - it's been a long time since I posted a blog here. Life has had more than its share of downs this summer season - and some ups as well - and those are what I prefer to dwell on. As long as I can still see the light at the end of the tunnel, I know I can get there!

And speaking of getting there - yesterday was the day of the 100 Thousand Poets for Change events hosted all over the world - in over 90 countries - WOW!!! Here's the article from the local paper, the Sacramento Bee, on the event I participated in yesterday. Yes, you read that right, participated in. I actually got up and read one of my poems during the first open mic session of this event. And...I wasn't even nervous! Usually when I get up to speak in any type of public forum, I am quaking and shaking in my figurative boots - not this time - I said it loud and I said it strong - WOW again!!!

And that wasn't all I did writing-related yesterday, oh no was not all (BTW, yesterday was the 20th anniversary of the passing of Dr Seuss - the man who introduced me to poetry at my mother's knee in the 1960s).

I also entered NPR's Three-Minute Fiction contest - edited down one of my favorite short stories and sent it off on its merry way.

Back to the poetry reading yesterday - there were some awesome artists there sharing!

Mario Ellis Hill- WOW!

John Allen Cann - I will find a copy of the 24 Caprices he published in 1992 - they are as relevant today as they were there (and perhaps even more so!).

Sean King - again, WOW!

And Lawrence Dinkins - double, triple WOW!

And of course, Abe Sass (sorry, new website found with just info on him or an example of him reading...sigh...) - dude, Dr. Seuss may have drawn me into poetry, but it was Langston Hughes who touched my soul with back in 6th grade, when Miss Desmangles assigned him to me to research and write a report on. Awesomeness!

These were just a few from the first installment in Capitol Park - I was not able to follow to Fremont Park to hear the rest of the readings., which included Frances Kakugawa, a fellow NCPA member - although she did read a Thank You to Poets poem during the second open mic session at Capitol Park.

Sunday, June 05, 2011

Not the Best Week

Well, as I reviewed my posting from last week, I noted that I meant, I really did, I meant to post another blog over the long weekend on the art of writing.

Well, somewhere between intention and action, my life turned to mush between work deadlines, and gettting sick (somehow I managed to pick up a cold or somesuch thing with a lingering cough - first time I've gotten sick from traveling in ages). And there are other things going on as well...aren't there always? Today is the first day since that post that I have felt fully with it - am still weak, but did manage to get to the grocery and am thankful the laundry pretty much does it self.

I haven't even written my Daily Pages focused on the craft of writing since the 31st. Sigh...

So I guess today's blog could be about how one's greatest intentions can get seriously derailed by life in general, and sometimes one has to ride the wave of that derailment to the best of one's ability while determining the best way to change course to get back to what is important in life.

Wow, that's a bit deep, even for me.

I'll end this week's entry on a lighter note, then.

We have a black and white tomcat named Oliver in our neighborhood who thinks he's all that and a bag of chips - our cats are afraid of him, even in our own backyard. So, when he comes in the yard, they dive for the cat door like the scaredy cats they are, and one of us humans has to go and chase him over the fence.

Well, twice this week I discovered we have an ally in this endeavor - a mockingbird who has apparently set up nest somewhere nearby. I wished I'd had my camera at the ready (tells you how sick I've been - I love taking pictures of things like this!)!

Oliver is scurrying along the top of the fence, looking for a safe place to jump down in the next door neighbor's yard as this screeching mockingbird is dive bombing him and all he can do is hiss and keep moving!

Too funny!

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Last Weekend of May and Some Pictographs

...and it's a dreary one here! Hard to believe summer is less than a month away with this unseasonably cool and wet weather. Theoretically we should see sun today - we'll see...I miss it!

Last week's trip to UT and CO - flying into Salt Lake City, visiting nine project sites, in places like Vernal UT, Grand Junction, Paonia, and Breckenridge CO, along the Green, Colorado, and Blue Rivers (among others), was time well spent. We even got to sight see a little bit on our way through at a place called Canyon Pintado National Historic District on Highway 64 out of Rangley CO.

We stopped at four of the sites along the route:

East Four mile Site … mile post 61.3
Yes that is a bullet hole above the pictographs!

See the horse?



Canyon Pintado Site … mile post 56.0Those of you who know me, know that Kokopelli is one of my favorite, if not THE favorite, mythological creature!

Waving Hands Site … mile post 53.5

Carrot Man Site … mile post 11.6

This demonish-looking fellow is called the Guardian - don't know why...


These stops were a nice break along the drive - this is definitely somewhere I want to explore more in-depth when I can get back to this neck of the woods on some personal time!

I think that's enough for this posting - will probably post again tomorrow on writing - am still cogitating on that one!

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Another Week Gone By

...and gone by too fast! This past week is all a blur to me. Work was extremely busy! However, I did manage to go to My Girlfriends Garden in Auburn on Monday, where we had an excellent guest speaker who led us through a very telling writing exercise. The speaker was Jennifer Basye Sander, who co-authored The Complete Idiot's Guide to Getting Published, Hot Flash Haiku, and the Martini Diet, just to name a few. I bought a copy of Hot Flash Haiku and laughed all the way through it - so true, so true!

And of course, since we were at Villa Fiorente, I bought two bottles of Fortezza's Viognier!

And then yesterday, I went on the monthly birdwalk at Heritage Oak Winery with David Yee. We had got the count of birds sighted or heard up to 51, and then he counted 5 more before lunch was over! Here is the bird list, which I know Tom Hoffman is updating again, since we added an Olive-Sided Flycatcher to the list yesterday!

I've been writing my Daily Pages, but haven't got back to the short story I'm writing in response to The First Line's next contest, entries for which are due by August 1st.

And today I am off to fly the friendly skies to visit project sites in Utah and Colorado for work. Another busy week for this girl!

Until next time, I bid you adieu...

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Wild and Wooly Weather for May



Yes, I took last week off from this blog - instead I spent Saturday at the Sacramento Scottish Games in Woodland dancing to two of my favorites bands - Tempest and Wicked Tinkers. Sunday, was Mother's Day, and we were entertaining his mother, brother and sister-in-law here, so my morning was spent cleaning like a mad woman and making sure tables were set, flowers were cut, etc. We had a lovely visit with them and as a bonus, my son, his lady, and my adorable grandbabies came by.

In the end, I went back to work on Monday to recover from a very busy and fun-filled weekend!

This weekend is a bit more sedate. We had dinner at his ex-wife's house on Friday to celebrate the 28th birthday of his oldest son - dinner was outside and my allergies decided to hit full force for the first time all season. Needless to say, meds were on the menu when we got home that evening! Yesterday I attended the NCPA meeting and then we headed up to Grass Valley for his niece's wedding. We stayed in the Marilyn Monroe Room at this adorable B&B called the Victorian Lady Inn.


Now, this is where the wild and wooly weather comes in...you'd think a May wedding would have beautiful, if perhaps a bit warmish, weather. Well, for this one, we were lucky that the weather held - it was breezy, with clouds passing overhead, and bits of sun here and there. The ceremony was held outdoors, and the poor bride and her party had goosebumps!


The rain even held off until after the reception, which ended about 11pm. It came soon after though, and then, by the time we woke up, it was snowing! Not heavy, but nice, flowing between light drops to big flakes to what my husband called "corn snow" - and small bits of hail at times as well. So, we got to eat a wonderful breakfast watching the snow come down - beautiful!


On the drive back down the hill, we hit heavy rain in Auburn, and by the time we got back down to Rocklin, we were experiencing thunderstorms - very cool! And we got hit with a bit more hail, both in Auburn and then again after we got home. And now, the sun is peeking through now and again, and the weather is rather sedate - light breeze, gusting at times, some clouds going over.

The AMGEN Tour of California even had to reschedule the start of today's leg and shorten in by nearly 2/3ds the distance due to this wild and wicked weather!

Sunday, May 01, 2011

This Week in Life - 1 May 11

Wow, it's hard to believe it is already May Day - Beltane - a sure sign that summer is on it's way. Although we are not complaining about the weather this year, we're really not (she says as she looks to the heavens) - we need the water after all!

I was successful (I think...waiting on word from the daughter) in finding a dress for her wedding in November. I'll post pics AFTER the event. Here are some of the losers of the year though, to tide you over! Oh, yeah, and I figured out the self-timer on my camera in order to take those pics, BTW...yeay for me!!




And wow - I really did write over 30 poems during the month of April - National Poetry Month, as evidenced on my other blog, titled Butterflies of Possibility after a writing prompt I picked up around the time we found out my first grandchild (a boy, Benjamin, now three years old and very adorable and fun to take to the zoo etc.) was expected!








Our latest excursion was to Effie Yeaw Nature Center at Ancil Hoffman Park in Carmichael, CA. Saw turkeys, does and a buck during our walk, as well as some butterflies and acorn woodpeckers. Autumn Rose, my 18-month old granddaughter was fascinated by the kestrel in the Center, and the trees and oak leaves littering the paths. She hasn't quite got the hang of talking yet, but man, she loved Rocky the resident kestrel!

I finally figured out, sort of, how to get things where I want them to be in the blog - pics et al. Okay, now off to make ham, cheese, and spinach crepes for dinner, with a mustard vinaigrette - yum!

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Thoughts for Today - 24 Apr 11

I thought about going on an educational tirade on the origins of the symbolism used for the holiday that is today - Easter - and how the meanings of the symbols have been lost over the years, as we have turned from a society, community, etc., tied to nature and the Earth to one that loves technology and the almighty currency - be it dollar, Euro or yen - to the detriment of the most important tenet in life - love thy neighbor as thyself. All the symbols come from ancient pagan religions, and have been - subjugated is not the right word, but only what comes to mind - borrowed for want of something more in line with what I really want to say by the newer religions.

However, instead I will focus on my thoughts about mating rituals and long-term relationship building and a few other tidbits gleaned from the birdwalk I participated in at Heritage Oak Winery yesterday.

In bird life, the females are the drab ones and the males are the colorful ones. The males are the ones that primp and preen and compete for a female's attention. They also help in the house hunting - whether looking at bird boxes or looking for another suitable nesting area - last year's bluebirds reminded me of human house-hunting, going from property to property, until she finds just the right one - I could even imagine the hen-pecked male asking just what was really wrong with birdbox A only to be told it was too close to those darned tree swallows and you just KNOW what they're like! This year, we watched a few Brewer's blackbirds go through their ritual - I wrote this up in yesterday's poem, complete with pictures. Too funny!

Some birds, particularly the raptors and larger water fowl, mate for life. They are constantly attentive to their relationship, doing everything together, even sharing the responsibilities of next-building, egg-incubating, and fledgling-feeding through the breeding season. You won't find a male red-tailed hawk off playing golf with his buddies or down at the bar while the little lady stays and home with the brood of chicks to tend too! He might just find himself mate-less next season if he pulled a stunt like that. Once they are mated, they become each other's best friends and constant companions. Just step outside and watch them as they soar and swoop this time of year, in perfect tandem at times - why can't we humans be more like that?

And on a lighter note, I watched a lot of Merry Melodies and other assorted cartoons when I was younger. One depicted the California quail as constantly blowing its drooping top feathers out of it's face. Well, hearing them yesterday, I see where the artist got the inspiration for that sound/image combination. And then there's Woody Woodpecker's memorable laugh...the call of an acorn woodpecker was the inspiration for that I bet!

So, y'all enjoy the painted Easter eggs, the chocolate rabbits (especially the ears!), and most importantly the gathering of family at whatever your traditional meal of the day is...I think we're having ham!

Sunday, April 17, 2011

17 Apr 11 Post


Last week, I was beseeching the members of Congress to do their job and pass a budget for this fiscal year - well they did so. Now, I'm waiting for the news that the President has signed said budget - really a Continuing Resolution that funds the government through 30 September 2011.

So, is it business as usual come tomorrow, or are we still on pins and needles here? But for the want of a signature...sigh...

On to the rest of life.

The picture above was taken at Hidden Falls Regional Park in Auburn CA, and was the impetus (along with the hike I took) for my poetry offering yesterday on my poetry blog. I've managed to write a poem a day for 16 days so far this month, which happens to be National Poetry Month!

I've written free verse, sapphic verse, tankas, haikus and senyrus. I feel most drawn to the 5/7/5 tempo of the haiku and senyru, but also the 5/7/5/7/7 tempo of the tanka. I'll see what other traditional styles I can fit in over the next 14 offerings.

And, like several weeks recently, the hike is the only exercise I've gotten around to this week. Am likely to pay for it with stiff calves for the next few days!

Next week, however, I am looking forward to a My Girlfriends Garden event in Roseville - the second session of Creative to the Core: Peeling Back the Layers - on Thursday!

And, I have a job interview on Wednesday for a potential promotion. Wish me luck! The job would be very challenging, but I feel that I am up for it!

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Watching the Sun Rise

I don't normally quote from the Bible, but as I wrote today's post, this part of a verse came to mind: "Inashmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, you have done it unto me" - Matthew 25:40

I sit here watching the sky turn from dark to light, wondering what I am doing up so early on a Sunday morning. The stress of waiting to see what Congress is going to do with the budget (among other things) has me wiped out by early evening. At least I’ve been sleeping through the night the last couple of nights, instead of waking up halfway through and tossing and turning the rest of the night.

The last time we had a furlough, I was the lone admin person (out of five) that was left working. And all of us got paid. This time, if a furlough had been implemented, all the employees graded GS-9 or below (non-excepted employees) would have been sent home, and there was no guarantee of back-pay.

Last time, I was the one raising three children on a GS-4 salary. This time, I watched our support staff, many of them raising children, some of them single parents, get the news late Friday afternoon that they would be the ones not coming into work beyond a few hours on Monday. Remembering how tight money was when I was there, my heart broke for them.

I was also watching most folks take either the ostrich sticking its head in the sand approach or the Pollyanna approach, neither way really believing that Congress would allow the Government to shut down. As the eleventh hour approached – as Wednesday, then Thursday, then the end of the work day Friday passed – and watching the rhetoric being thrown about and the verbiage of the bills being introduced, it became clear that this was a clear and present threat to the financial well-being of nearly 800,000 Federal workers across the country.

A clear and present threat cause by men and women in the ivory tower called Capitol Hill back in Washington DC. People who either have never lived on the razor’s edge financially, or who have been away from it so long they have truly forgotten the hollow feeling when you cannot pay your bills or feed your children.

And no, the working stiffs in these financially precarious positions do no choose to be there – these economic times have made it very difficult for folks to find work, plain and simple.

Congressmen and women and Senators, I beseech you – do your job, pass the budget, but do so with care and thoughtfulness on how your actions affect the least of us in this once great nation – the children, the poor, the elderly – those with less of a voice than others.

The elders are our past, the children our future – would you jeopardize either for the fleeting glory of the present?

Sunday, April 03, 2011

4 Apr 11 - Poetry Month



This week has been busy, yet not. Four days of day job work, one day of grocery shopping and grandchildren, and one day of bicycling and enjoying Nature and music. And today - a day of languid stillness.

Also this week, we saw the beginning of a new month, April, which is also National Poetry Month. As I stated in my last blog, I've started a new blog dedicated to poetry and the art thereof. Here is the link for today's poem - Savoring the Stillness.

And, I'll share a quote and a couple of pictures I've run across/taken this week:

"Inside myself is a place where I live all alone and that's where you renew your springs that never dry up." ~Pearl Buck

The two cabins are along the route of Party Pardee, the bike ride I went on yesterday. I love my iPhone! ; )

The time spent with my grandchildren was at Fairytale Town and the Sacramento Zoo - it was a beautiful day, the weather had been clear enough that all the attractions were dry, and the carousel was running at the Zoo! Somehow the last time we were at the Zoo, we missed a whole row of animals, even though we walked around the grounds three times that day!

As for the nus and bolts of the exercise/writing/et al this week...

The only real exercise was the nearly 29 miles I rode yesterday for the Party Pardee, which starts at Charles Howard Park in Ione, CA and winds around near Lake Camanche and Lake Pardee in Amador County. No gym, no trainer, and no yoga. : (

I've managed the Daily Pages, even when I've totally spaced them in the AM. The languidness and stillness of the day came to me as I was writing the ones for today.

I also attended a really cool session of My Girlfriends Garden in Roseville this week - this group is doing a program called "Creative to the Core; Peeling Back the Layers" over the next six months or so.

Thanks for reading, and we'll see you next week!

Friday, April 01, 2011

National Poetry Month 2011

I've started a new blog - Butterflies of Possibility - just for National Poetry Month. At least to start with.

My challenge to myself: Write poetry and/or poetry-related items everyday for a month.

The first one came easy this morning...we'll see how the month progresses!

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Ides of March

Alex Trebek noted the Ides of March on Jeopardy this past week - my first thought was that we are past mid-month (beware the Ides of March from Julius Caesar). Today, I think I ought to consult the dictionary - the Merriam-Webster Dictionary to be exact, 2004 copyright:

"ides - the 15th day of March, May, July or October, or the 13th day of any other month in the ancient Roman calendar."

I'm a-thinking what ever tidings the ides bring, they have brought the whole month through for March 2011. So much has happened this month, and the ripples and repercussions of what has happened will ring through for years to come.

Haven't done much this week in relation to exercise - I was down sick Wednesday and Thursday, fighting off what has gone around the office for the last month so I could enjoy spending time with my darling daughter shopping for her wedding dress on Friday. She found THE ONE and she looks beautiful in it - and will again in November on the day of her nuptials.

Saturday (yesterday) was my grandson's third birthday - he and his sister are so adorable! He's a little man instead of a toddler - wow where does the time go?

As for writing -have done the Daily Pages, and am sending off two short stories to the CWC Sacramento Branch 2011 Short, Short Story Contest. I find I tend to be more verbose than a mere 750 words, but I have two stories that say what need to be said within that word-count limit. We'll see if they win me any accolades (and a bit of cash!).

April is National Poetry Month, and I am challenging myself to write either a poem or about poetry each day -perhaps I'll put up a poetry blog for the month - and link it here!

Laundry beckons - so I bid you adieu for this week.

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Spring Equinox and Super Full Moon

It's Sunday, the first day of Spring (official at 1621 PDT), and last night was the first Super Moon in 18 years. Last week a large earthquake offshore of Japan caused a tsunami felt all across the Pacific Ocean. We are still watching Japan's nuclear power plants with wary eyes. Many still remember the effects of the atomic bombs dropped on Hiroshima and Nagasaki, as well as the incidents at the power plants of Chernobyl and Three Mile Island, and wait to see how the effects our use of that destructive power for domestic uses will ripple across the globe this time.

Here on the West Coast of the United States, last night was the night of wicked winds and more rain dumping on already saturated ground. Flood control structures such as floodgates and weirs are in operation again for the first time in five years.

The U.S. and several allies instituted a no-fly zone over Libya yesterday, which means we are now covering conflict and combat on three fronts, yet we are still not taking care of the home front - the most important front. We still have no Federal budget for 2011, even though we are nearly 1/2 way through the fiscal year, limping along on Continuing Resolution (CR) after CR after CR. The blame game continues on the Hill - business as usual.

And still, I find I desperately want to have faith in my fellow man, to believe that we can all acknowledge we are human beings first and all else second, and from that common ground come to a common understanding in order to chart a path forward through all this chaos back to being the responsible stewards of this planet that we are supposed to be - no matter which religion you follow.

My puny efforts at exercise and writing seem tiny indeed when put against the workers at the Japanese nuclear power plant who are willing to take the risk to their own lives in order to save the lives and health of the many.

Their actions remind me of the Star Trek movie "The Wrath of Khan" where Spock give his life to save his shipmates. The lines "the needs of the many outweigh...the needs of the few...or the one" reverberate through my head.

On that thought, Namaste.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

To the First Day of DST in 2011

From the last weekend in February to the first day of Daylight Savings Time for 2011. Where did the last two weeks go?

Well, last weekend was one of playing (imbibing) too much - something that is getting harder to recover from the older I get! We attended Barrel Tasting Weekend along the Russian River Wine Road in Sonoma County, and I overtasted...oops! Had a great dinner at Bistro 29 in Santa Rosa on Friday night before the overindulgence though!

This weekend was one of attending the Northern California Publishers and Authors (NCPA) meeting, with one fantastic speaker! Rachel Dillon - an author/illustrator based on Folsom - discussed her series of books comprised of poetry and artwork based on endangered species. How they came to be, her style of artwork (which is fascinating!), and process - of art, of writing, of getting from draft to finished product (published!).

During the work week(s), work has been challenging, playing number games, waiting for Congress to do their job and work out a Federal budget for 2011 (which was due to be in place by last October). At least the threat of a governmental shutdown seems to have been averted, but the final fallout has yet to be determined, both in the short term (the rest of this fiscal year) and in the long term (good old ripple effect to be felt for years to come). Working on long-term studies and projects - where we are expected to stay on schedule and within budget (without taking into account too much on the schedule slip/added cost to ramp down and then ramp back up instead of working straight through to completion) - when we don't know what funding we are really getting year to year is not an easy way to do business. And in today's climate, we cannot necessarily rely on what has happened in the past continuing into the future. Living in interesting times seems more of a curse then a blessing right now.

And in the midst of all this, my heart goes out to the people from Japan to the West Coast of the United States who have lost lives and livelihoods due to the recent earthquake and accompanying tsunami.

And back to the personal side...checking on the accomplishment of the weekly goals.

Exercise - did not do much either week. Think I did yoga three times and the trainer and the gym once each last week, and did yoga and a bike ride once each this past week. Mother Nature reminded me I'm female and knocked me off my game...sigh...

Writing - fell off the wagon two or three days during the last two weeks. And this poor blog was neglected last week as well. Perhaps Percopotomus took more out of me this year than I expected! ; ) Actually I think it was more related to work stress and Mother Nature's friendly (?) reminder of my femaleness.

I leave you this week focusing on those who have lost lives and livelihoods due to recent natural disasters throughout the world. We are all human beings first and all else comes second.

Namaste.

Sunday, February 27, 2011

The Last Sunday in February

Sunny and chilly. It is still winter after all. There was even talk of snow on the Hollywood Hills for the Oscars - likely to be a non-starter though.

Still waiting tensely for Congress to do their job and get the budget done - the budget, which, by the way, was supposed to be ready to go 1 October 2010. It is now six months later, and still no budget. And the current crop of freshmen folks on the Hill do not get it. And they also do not get that this will NOT be forgotten come the next election cycle. This fiasco is square on the backs of the Republican-run House of Representatives.

Oh, and yes, the budget is Congress' job - read the Constitution.

And here's something else to chew on - for every dollar that folks get in their paycheck and are able to spend, $1.20 is generated in the local economy - no paycheck, no helping the local economy, which means no helping the national economy, and so on and so on.

So, let's play a numbers game - 800,000 Federal employees were furloughed for an average of two weeks during the Gingrich-led shutdown (told you I don't forget!). Say that is also the case with this potential furlough. Say the average Federal employee brings home $26,000 per year - that's $1,000 per paycheck (26 payperiods in a year). That's $1,200 per employee that is lost for one two-week period - times 800,000 employees - $960,000,000 - nearly $1 Billion lost in the local economies throughout the country, not to mention tax revenue at the local, state and federal levels - not only from the Federal employees, but also those in the local economy who benefit from their paychecks - and the cost of getting back on one's feet for those living paycheck to paycheck - and I know from experience, that at the lower end of the Federal payscale, many do. The stones thrown into the pond by a furlough of this size will cause ripples that will be felt for a very long time, and the economy will stall once again.

You know, I wish the national papers would do with the Federal budget what the Sacramento Bee is doing with California's State budget - put it all out there and let folks see what is really being spent where and let them see where they would truly be willing to cut. Of course, you would need to know not only what the spending plan is, but also where the funds come from for the various pieces of the budget pie. And then you need to look at where your priorities lie - taking care of the home front or taking care of everyone else first? And can you really take care of everyone else if you are not taking care of yourself first?

Okay, off the soapbox for the week (at least on this blog).

Back to normal life (my life). My oldest son had a job interview this morning. He's been unemployed for the last six months, and with two children and one on the way, he really needs a job! So, I'm sending out good vibes to him (as well as sending him the information in the way of jobs I come across - which is how he got this interview - saw the job post on the news and sent it to him!).

As for the exercise, writing et al this week...

I hit the gym once, did the bike trainer twice, did yoga twice, and managed a walk in conjunction with the gym.

I'm participating in Percopotomus through the CHPercolators writing group on Yahoo. Ten days of generating something and sharing with the group - made five so far, five to go. That and writing the Daily Pages is what I've managed this week. No Artist Date - being the weather wimp I am, the mere threat of snow kept me from what was undoubtedly a grand show in Folsom by a young man named Evan Zee.

And now the sixth entry in Percopotomus beckons...until next week, adieu.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Sun after Storms - 20 Feb 11

Or perhaps more storms to come? With the budget woes not abating in Washington, I and many of my fellow Federal civilian employees may be furloughed - which will not help the economy, since we will not have funds to spend if we are furloughed. And it disturbs me to see the programs that the gentlemen and women of Congress are looking to cut - mainly domestic programs that help the poor and underprivileged, particularly women and children. Make no mistake - this is still very much a man's world, as evidenced by these proposed cuts.

I say this to Congress - I have voted every election since 1982, and I strong encourage everyone to vote - particularly those who say their vote doesn't count. This is my country too, dagnabit, and my children's and my grandchildren's! I say Nay to the Tea Partiers, Nay to the Birthers, Nay to those who will not take care of their brothers and sisters here in the United States of America first before extending the hand to others!

If we allow our internal infrastructure - both people and things - to decay, crumble and fail - we will no longer be able to return to the First World Country status we have enjoyed in the past. In fact, we will fall to Third World Country status in short order.

Do not balance the budget and pay down the National Debt on the backs and lives of those who live here and pay the taxes that pay the bills of our Nation. Take care of us first, or we will not be able to afford to pay these bills much longer!

Okay, off the soap box now...back to normal life - my life. This past week was stressful at work, not so much due to the budget as yet, but due to other things.

I did get to the gym once, did the trainer twice, and did yoga thrice. Perhaps I'll go for a walk or a bike ride today, f the weather holds - right now it's sunny with no wind - perfect for me!

I have done the Daily Pages - not always in the Morning, but at least daily...

And, I found pictures of the critters in How the Elephant Got It's Trunk (and determined that the Limpopo River does exist - and is located in what is now South Africa), so I can hopefully finish that project before my grandson's birthday next month!

Unfortunately, due to the weather, I was not able to have an Artist's Date - unless you wish to count (and I suppose I could) the pictures I took of the Oregon Juncos flitting to and fro in my backyard earlier this week in the rain - silly birds!

And now, laundry beckons...so adieu until next week...

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Weekly Rambling - 13 Feb 11

Tomorrow is Valentine's Day, but we celebrated last night. Split a lovely dinner at Il Fornaio in Roseville. They change their regional menu monthly, and this month is Puglia! Lots of seafood - we had Insalata di Mare alla Pugliese, Spaghetti del Gargano, and Grigliata di Pesce Misto. Dessert was Torta alle Madorle. We also each got a wine flight - for the white, he had the Chardonnay del Salento, Cantele, 2009, and I had the Alticelli Fiano, Cantele, 2009. The reds were Primitivo, Cantele, 2008 and Salice Salentino Riserva, Cantele, 2007. Everything was excellent! We also started the evening with a glass of Orvieto at the very busy bar - apparently they need to revise the work schedule to have people come on shift before the rush...the bar staff was moving at light speed!

Today we may go wine tasting at some of the Placer County wineries - they (as well as other California wine regions - like Lodi) are doing a wine and chocolate weekend. Villa Fiorente posted a lovely picture of their offerings on Facebook yesterday!

On to this week's goals...

Exercise: I went to the gym twice - met that goal for the week. Trainer - zero times - oops! Only did yoga one day this week. Did manage two walks (I counted the eight-block round trip to the Dive Bar after work on Tuesday...which is why the trainer was neglected this week) though - so that goal was met!

Writing: Well, I have done the Daily Pages, but did not work on my writing so much. Need to find pictures of the animals named in the Rudyard Kipling Just So Story of How the Elephant Got It's Trunk, so I can finish the book for my grandson before his birthday next month! (Kipling's work is in the public domain now...and the Just So Stories are something I want to share with my grandchildren, since I remember them well from my childhood.)

Artist Date(s): Well, I had three of those this week - My Girlfriends Garden at Villa Fiorente on Wednesday - great fashion show by a gal from Nordstrom Rack (the one at Howe about Arden shopping center in Sacramento) and a surprise musical guest -Evan Zee! This kid is smoking! He did a rendition of Christopher Robin by Kenny Loggins that had several of us sighing in the audience! Then I saw Tempest at Constable Jacks in Newcastle on Friday - great show, as always! And I attended the NCPA meeting on Saturday, where Mark Leonard of Davis & Leonard, LLP, educated us on copyright and trademark laws. I also sold a copy of Papacita to a fellow member - my first sale!

All in all a good week!

Sunday, February 06, 2011

Jan-Feb 2011 - Winter to Spring


It's the 6th of February, the birds are chattering away in the trees, and the temperature is supposed to be in the mid-70s today. The calendar says Winter, but the weather says Spring.

We have Oregon Juncos, finches, and Red-Winged Blackbirds visiting at the moment. The Red-Winged Blackbird is my favorite bird - I remember seeing them along the highways and byways when we'd go out driving around when I was a kid.

Another bird I find fascinating is the Tawny frogmouth. It hails from places Down Under, and emits a low thrum much like a bullfrog does. We discovered it as well as the Lady Ross' turaco (a lively bird with beautiful striking colors !) at the Sacramento Zoo when I took my grandchildren there this week!

Yes, I had a wonderful 2 1/2 visit with the grandbabies at the Sacramento Zoo this week. We saw every animal there at least once, and some two or three times! Some were active and some were melancholy - the gibbons were just sitting in the small pool of sunshine touching their enclosure, not noticing the humans milling around the place. It's amazing to see the world through the eyes of a child!

And last night, I went to the Cozmic Cafe in Placerville to see my favorite band - Tempest. Neat venue, lively crowd, great energy! Hope they play there again in the future!

As for my weekly goals of writing and exercise - I was 100% on the exercise and on accomplishing the Morning Pages. And I even wrote a bit on a short story idea yesterday. So this was a good week all around!

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Thoughts on a Rainy Sunday

I heard the usual flock of finches earlier, and when I stepped out to empty the garbage there were a couple of sparrows sitting in my neighbor's tree. Today started off with rain, but is now just overcast. Glad to see the rain after the nearly endless fog we've had for most of the month. Change is good!

Well, this week the only thing I did consistently was write the Morning Pages - ofttimes in the afternoon or in the evening however, so perhaps not so consistently after all! After last week's post, I hit the gym - amazing how empty it was - oh, yeah, playoff weekend for the NFL! I did manage to get all the machines I like to use...so, go Packers! Then I did manage to hit my trainer on Monday and again yesterday. In between, life struck. Mother Nature reminded me this week that I am still a fertile female via the monthly cleansing (which nixes several yoga asanas, going to the gym, and even the trainer for at least two days!). I will be glad when that particular part of life is over. I decided long ago no more kids after I hit 30 - and now with two adorable grandchildren who are full of energy, I'm glad I stuck to that resolution!

This week, I am posting prompts on the CHPercolators Yahoo group. I get to do this every six to eight weeks or so through the year. It's fun to see what everyone comes up with as prompts and how they present them!

My Artist Date was a cleansing of a different sort - I cleaned out and reorganized three-fourths of my office. Sorted through magazines, kept the articles I wanted, tossed the rest. Have a pile to head to the break room at work to find use in someone else's hands. Have all my yoga routines in one spot for easy reference, and started my travel dream book, collecting info on all the places I'd like to go and things I'd like to do in the future. All cleaning I've been meaning to do, but haven't made the time to until yesterday. My office feels so much lighter, even though most of that stuff was in the closet, hidden from view! Amazing how the things that are out of sight or below the surface can still weigh us down.

I did finish Julia Cameron's book this week - The Sound of Paper, Starting from Scratch. She gave me lots to think about and several exercises to weave into my writing/retrospection on life, including the Morning Pages.

Sunday, January 23, 2011

23 Jan 11 - This Week In Life

Well, let's see...I now have a weekly goals whiteboard staring at me through the leaves of the African violet on my desk. It has my goals for exercise (gym/trainer/walks/yoga), writing (morning pages, project(s)), and events (Artist Dates, etc.) for the week.

I can tell you exercise is my dismal spot - 33% completion rate there - must do better! Writing and Events garnered 100% completion rate - yeay! Now to keep that up!

To date, I have done two weeks straight of the morning pages as recommended by Julia Cameron, and I find them to be helpful in centering me. I have rules for these pages - no personal angst (or not much anyway), to start with. Do them daily - even if I can't do them first thing in the morning. This gives commitment to my writing and, perhaps like exercise for other folks I've known in my life, I will get cranky and have to write the pages if I miss a day or so!

I believe I touched on attending a My Girlfriends Garden event in last week's post. I did attend the event, and it was great! I felt so at home with this group of gals. Just meeting them all and feeling accepted - wow! Robyn McCann, http://www.elephantsdance.org/, the speaker, was great! She shared how she was raised in a strict religious home yet always felt guided by animals in her life, even when she didn't realize that's what was happening. She opened herself to the experience and has led a wonderful life because of it. Another gal I met, Kari Hagensmith, has this really cool book - The Girlfriend Will. Her card says "I'm gone. You're here. Someone's got to clean up this mess." I know several women in my life that would get a kick out of this book! And I can't close this paragraph without telling you about Lisa Mann, owner of Fortezza Winery. She put up with my questions about her wine, and poured for all of us. She was just so nice and friendly - a definite keeper on the winery list (and good wines too!!)!

The other event I attended this weekend was a birdwalk at Heritage Oak Winery in Lodi, CA. David Yee, local bird enthusiast (among other things), leads monthly birdwalks on the property, which backs up to the Mokelumne River. We are so blessed that Tom Hoffman, the winery owner, allows us to use his property for these events. His family has maintained a balance between the vineyards and the riparian areas that yields magnificient habitat for many species of birds either stopping off for a rest and a bite to eat during migration or looking for a place to nest for the season.

All of the creative and accepting energy that I was blessed to be with this week led to me starting another writing project using the sentence for the current contest for the publication, The First Line. The sentence is: Sam was a loyal employee. How the story works out...well, if I manage to get it written/edited/submitted by 31 Jan 11 - I'll still have to wait until the periodical is published either way - that's the rules! I will tell you this though...it's another story set in the Character Realm!

Wow! That's a lot for a week's time...

Monday, January 17, 2011

First Post of 2011

Well, again, it's been over a month since my last post. As a writer and publisher, I really should do better. And of course, this year, I once again resolve to do just that! My goal is to post to this blog weekly. We'll see how I do...

I'm currently reading Julia Cameron's The Sound of Paper, subtitled Starting from Scratch. Since the 9th of this month, I have taken the morning pages to heart (although they may not always be in the morning, depending on what life is throwing at me that day), and done that daily since - 9 days and counting!

My artist date last week was a humble one. I picked up the latest copy of the Sacramento News and Review to read on my way back to the office from Starbucks. This week's artist date is attending the monthly My Girlfriends Garden event at Villa Fiorente - a winery in Auburn - on Thursday evening. This month, Robynn McCann (The Opal Within Us, Understanding Animal Voices) is speaking on the topic of Finding Our Journey. Last month, Persia Woolley - the Guinevere trilogy - spoke. Unfortunately, I was unable to attend that event.

Ms. Cameron also recommends walks for inspiration, which I am re-incorporating as part of getting back into my fitness routine. We are blessed to have a small nature area with a walking/biking trail near the house, so I walk there and see many species of birds come through, as well as other critters. Last week, there was this adorable Siamese-like cat with the prettiest blue eyes! Many times I'll see a white egret pausing in the large clearing by the road and always there are the smaller birds that dwell in the area as well.

There is a story calling to me in the Belkher Chronicles series, based on happenings along the Wise Canal in Auburn. Six men have drowned in that canal since January of 2009, many of them inebriated transients - but not all. Very much like the story line I was taking in a work tentatively titled Watery Death. Papacita started that way as well - a newspaper story caught my eye and sparked my imagination and off we went!

I have gotten as far as typing up How the Elephant Got Its Trunk from Rudyard Kipling's Just So Stories series as well. Now I need to sketch the animals involved, get the layout done and get 'er published! I'm aiming to have that done by my grandson's birthday in late March.

Well, that's all the news that is news at this time - will do my best to see you again next week!